In my whole life, I have always been standing outside
looking at the world with longing. Love was never a part of my life before. Perhaps
if my mother was alive, then I wouldn’t have felt like this would I?
Mothers always love their kids, don’t they? Without love in
my life, I’ve learnt to survive. I made others notice me; they no longer pity
me or ignore me for they have something to say for my misdeeds. And I who had
been ignored most of my life, learnt to love that attention whether it was said
in anger, hatred or even contempt.
What do I care about their remarks or opinions?
But all this changed when you came in to my life. You enchanted
me with your sweet innocent eyes that could see through my soul. Your bewitching
smile that captivated me from the start made me forget what a wastrel I am.
Your kind and generous heart that made me ashamed of myself for the things I have
done.
I never thought that anyone could make me feel the way you
did, even without trying. You brought me sunshine to my dreary dark world. You are
the light that brought me from the darkest of my hell.
I have forgotten to live and you brought me back to life. Until
you came along, I never knew I was capable of love. Your sweet gift of love
taught me what it is to be loved and how wonderful it is to give love in
return.
You healed the old wounds I carried all my life and I love
you so much for it with the bottom of my heart
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