Dearest Michel,
I am sorry I doubted you. I know I should have allowed you
to explain, but I was too proud and too scared to listen, incase you admitted
that it was the truth. I regretted that I didn’t give you a chance and I paid
dearly for it. because of my suspicions now I have to live with this pain in my heart and feel
loneliness and emptiness.
Do you think that life will be the same as before if we get back together? I always wondered about that. My thoughts going from ‘what ifs’ to ‘maybes’ just to find answers.
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I too think about the all the ‘ifs’ and ‘maybes’ but it
never helped me to overcome your loss. I love you Karen, and it made me angry
that you had so little trust in me, that you believed that jealous woman told.
Why couldn’t you believe that for me you were enough, and that you are all I
ever wanted. What use it is to me that all the women in out there in the world
that you are the only one who mattered to me? I forgive you my love, and let’s
forget all this and start anew. Life may not be the same as before but believe
me that with this behind us, and lesson leant from it, together we could make a
better life than before. Trust is important so is love. We shall overcome
obstacles if we are together with all the blows that life may throw us.
I am sorry I doubted you. I know I should have allowed you
to explain, but I was too proud and too scared to listen, incase you admitted
that it was the truth. I regretted that I didn’t give you a chance and I paid
dearly for it. because of my suspicions now I have to live with this pain in my heart and feel
loneliness and emptiness.
I don't why I believed that woman but that is not an excuse, because I should have trusted you to tell me the truth no matter what.
Do you think that life will be the same as before if we get back together? I always wondered about that. My thoughts going from ‘what ifs’ to ‘maybes’ just to find answers.
I hope this reach you before it’s too late because I heard
you were planning to leave this country to never to return.
Oh Darling! I miss you so much, please forgive me, I will
never doubt you again. I realized that without trust that I can’t move forward.
The trust I should have in your love…
With Love
Karen
Oh Karen love,
I am glad that you started to believe in me and my love. I
tried to hate you for what you put me through for without you I was lost. I
even made my bosses angry because I couldn’t concentrate on my work. How I
wished you were with me and that we wouldn’t have to part so soon after our
wedding.
I too think about the all the ‘ifs’ and ‘maybes’ but it
never helped me to overcome your loss. I love you Karen, and it made me angry
that you had so little trust in me, that you believed that jealous woman told.
Why couldn’t you believe that for me you were enough, and that you are all I
ever wanted. What use it is to me that all the women in out there in the world
that you are the only one who mattered to me? I forgive you my love, and let’s
forget all this and start anew. Life may not be the same as before but believe
me that with this behind us, and lesson leant from it, together we could make a
better life than before. Trust is important so is love. We shall overcome
obstacles if we are together with all the blows that life may throw us.
I need you and miss you.
Love Michael
P. S. I cancelled my trip and waiting for you where we first
met.
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